Love & Gratitude 2017-11-29T09:27:15+00:00

Immersion, 2016

“When I decided to attend the Immersion, I was at a point in my life where I was searching for answers, directions and meaning to my life. ‘I’d not worked for 6 months and to be honest up to the point, my heart was still not in the space to return to work. My journey through the six days was intense, my experience is difficult to put into words, I can only describe my experience as very physical, like I was being encouraged to feel again.

I have more confidence than I have had in years, I like myself again, and shortly I will be returning back to work and most importantly I am happy, I can honestly say feel like I have been let into a little secret, and am now able to look at life, see fear, feel emotion, but not be governed by it, I feel like I’ve been set free.  I would defiantly recommend this retreat to anyone, and if you are considering attending, I would simply say follow your heart. The moment I met Brother, Anke and Harrie I knew I had nothing to worry about. Love resonates from these guys, they are family.”

Justin – Immersion, 2016


“Dearest Brother, I am so amazed by what happened this weekend, the opening up, the healing, the transformation. I came basically to work on my depression and addiction but received so much more; family, perspective, my soul back, and a spirit heart.  In the preparation meditations, I could never feel this spirit heart you where talking about but now it’s there -and beating strong.

Brother…. thank you, thank you, thank you – You are a fantastic facilitator for Mother Ayahuasca and a great and inspiring teacher – respect! Gita and Guido are both beautiful and awesome souls that i am so greatful for having met – their way of approaching life will guide me. And Inge, I did not have the privilege to see much of her, but she was there through you, Brother and your work and not to mention through the food. And the little one, Munai Ji – what a perfect little being!”

Alf – Immersion, 2017

Immersion, 2017

Immersion, 2016

“The Vine of the Soul retreat was well above my expectations! Brother is a humble teacher who not only talks the talks but also walks the walk. He’s a great master.  Anke & Guido are also angels who were also sharing there devotion to us. Anke, your singing guided me all the way. Divine! Guido, You’re authentic loving heart supported me with your fire & caring. Thank you Brother for the rituals, the songs who were so openhearted, and all the other extras.

The week was one loving Ceremony. Very intense! Thank You Mother Ayahuasca. I’ve healed old pain. I’ve got insights about my sons. About how i can help them better. I saw health issues in my body that need care. I feel so grateful. I want to live. To go back to my world at home and to apply the insights that I had gained. I fully love my life again and i’m so aware of it.  I saw what really matters: love… and all the loving people that are in my world. I know again what my heart desires. Thank You!! & see you again!” ,

Maria – Immersion, 2016



My intentions for the ceremony were to get rid of my high defences  which had been important for me as a child in my family of origin, but were obstructing me in my current life. I also hoped to gain access to my heart which seemed to have been locked in very early childhood. Miraculously Mother Aya, supported by Brother, Gita and Guido has done exactly this for me, giving me access to joy and love maybe for the first time in my life.  

Having returned home to my wife and children I feel that my relationships have changed radically with me feeling lighter, more open and able to express love. I am more grateful, than I have ever been in my life, about what has been given to me. At the same time a strange sadness has overcome me, now having seen, that all that is and has been important to me and that I have newly learned to love may just be an illusion. Beware: Once the veil has been pulled, there is no turning back to the path of ignorance!”

Zeno – Immersion, 2017



Immersion, 2017

avatar"This journey was so beautiful in many ways. it really opened my eyesand see life in such a beautiful way. Now i see the world as a beautiful please to learn and live. Before Ayahuasca i had a lot of angry, scared and down feelings. It has make me strong enough to accepted everything that happened in my life and not to be angry and scared all the time. I found the strength to deal with all the things that happened in my life and to look at in the most positive way. I just know that everything will be oke! . To my friends, I tell them… DO IT! Its a great journey and the people are amazing".

Anke V.
avatar"During the retreat, I realized that I didn't love myself that much. I am being more patient with myself, more tolerant, more loving towards myself. I express more what I feel and show more love and affection. I move more towards my heart despite my emotions and thoughts. This is a great challenge. I see people as more beautiful. I see myself more in others. I feel like we are all one connected to the same loving source. If you are considering attending the retreat, I would say, Go for it, but only if you really want to face yourself."

Sander W.
avatar"Most beautiful experience in my life so far. Enough said? More outlook on life is much more positive. I now know that I can create everything myself. Everything is a reflection of myself. If you are considering whether or not to attend the retreat, Just do it! You will not regret it."

avatarPatrick, you are a true inspiration. The retreat was a life cleanse on every level. It opened me so much, especially the level of the heart.  If you are even remotely considering attending the Conscious Cleanse, do it!

Craig White - UK
avatarThank you Patrick for the vast amount of knowledge and tools you shared with us. During the retreat I was in perfect hands to be open and to look inside of myself. You opened the door, you guided me, so I only had to make the steps in this safe environment.This one week changed me by the way I look at the world and the way I respond to the world. When I returned from the retreat anybody I met noticed the changes in me. I did not have to say a word to my partner; he noticed it right at the first sight. They may do not knew what was different, but I know that after the retreat I am more connected to myself, to oneness and to my source. I really thank you Patrick for sharing with us all the useful technics. I feel that these tools combined with self-awareness really creates miracles.


Eli - Hungary